counting down

I get to go pick my babies up in less than half an hour.

This weekend loomed large in my mind... how would I survive two whole days without them?

Just fine it turns out - don't get me wrong I am looking forward to seeing them, but I have been just fine. Time alone is good for me. I feel calm and I got things done.

I am bracing for the tears that may come - all the negativity they may have bottled up over the last two days.

But we will be fine. I don't have to live on the roller coaster ride that was my marriage anymore.

And that's good.